topcat camp this week has been going okay, minus yesterday and me crying like the baby that i am, becuase trish was being a bitch. i guess i forgot to leave my ego i the hall way, becuase she was making me feel like i couldn't dance at all. it was sad.... but i guess i was in a bad mood anyway seeing how i got only 4 hours of sleep from being on ( Read more... )

yeah, it's so weird for me to not have updated... i guess i've just been real busy lately.. lets see... sunday i took my lovely boy shoppinng. hehe. and that was fun. hehe. he's such a cute shopper.. he's all indecisive like a girl, and i love it. yeah and after that i chilled at his house and came home..... and went with stephanie to get some ( Read more... )

i notice that lately all i ever write is some scetchy details of my day... sometimes i throw in a thought or two.. i dunno... im gay... way for me to never have feelings.

haha, i finnally saw the ring for the first timem ever last night. jeezus. im a loser. Lets see what did i end up doing last night...... i went to see graham.. but they were about to leave so that was short. then over to sondies i travel.. and sharon and lace and horacio and pinapple? are there. so i chill with them for awhile and eat a big cookie ( Read more... )

i need to go CD shopping. any takers? prolly do that tomorrow. these lyrics i find interesting ( Read more... )

haha and i did.yesterday was a cute day. yay yay. i thought i was gonna have an agonizingly long day at work, but when i went in at nine they told me to go back at 2. so that is what i did. and i surprised westley and was there to pick him up from drivers ed... and we went to the bank and to sonic and back to his house and i stayed there till i ( Read more... )

lets see... today i went to pick up the lovely westley, and we went to his house and i watched him play video games. and i find out that apparently everyone and their mom knows my business... and it annoys me. pah. oh well. so i leave and go to work... and sit there and swim and blah. and then come home shower and go to westleys... and derik lowe ( Read more... )

i talked to westley last night... like foreva... from 11 till like 1:30? and we worked things out. so that's good. because that would of sucked if he would of stayed with the same mindset he had yesterday. im so fucking tired.. hah.. i slept until like 11... it was nice.. i have to pick up westley from drivers ed at 12... then we'll prolly chill ( Read more... )

gay gay fucking gay. i like how im fucking stupid. here's how it goes. i spend forever and a day getting ready after work.... and i go see westley... and aww he looks so cute.. and we watch his brother and AJ play video games, and blah blah... and i try and kiss him but he like turns away and funny stuff... so im confused... and a little frustrated ( Read more... )

hehe. so yesterday i went to hang out with westley. oh ghad it was so much fun. we went and chilled in his room and watched music videos.. and went to get sno cones with julian and his friend AJ and then off to larrys so me and westley could get ice cream. mm. it was fun. i loved hanging out with him.. he's soooo freaking sweet to me, im just like ( Read more... )