i did it. it's over. i'm so proud of myself. i hope it lasts :/ i feel indescribable right now. i don't have the sick feeling. maybe i'll do something wild and rebellious like get my belly button pierced this weekend. it's so freeing to know that i can do whatever i want, with whoemever i want, and i don't have to answer to anyone. there's only me ( Read more... )

all of a sudden i feel like i have no control over my life. the same thing i took so much pleasure in a year ago is now causing me pain...physical and emotional. i have so much ahead of me in life; a lot more than you had at my age, and a lot more than you have at this point in your life. it's not necessarily a bad thing--we just made different ( Read more... )

so you're supposed to take the first post of each month and repost it, and that's your year in review. however, apparently during January and February of 2005, i had better things to do than update my lj..so we'll start from march.

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welll it's been a little over a month sine my last post..and lots of things are changing around here ( Read more... )

i got my baby back baby back baby back baby back

yay

college is amazing ( Read more... )

OK, who wants to redo my journal layout for me?!?!?! i want it to be like..black. everyone thinks i've like gone goth or something now. FIRST SHE DYES HER BEAUTIFUL BLONDE HAIR TO DARK BROWN AND NOW SHE WANTS HER JOURNAL LAYOUT TO BE BLACK INSTEAD OF WHATEVER-COLOR-SCHEME-THAT-IS??!?!? OMMMGGGGG. hahaha sorry spasm. anyway. i'm totally leaving in 2 ( Read more... )

so it's been almost a month since my last journal update! what is THAT about. i don't think anyone even reads this anymore. nobody updates anymore (except for nat!). let's seeee what are the updates in the life of charlee ( Read more... )

Your Kissing Purity Score: 31% Pure
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apparently i can get a D 4th marking period in AP Psych, and still pull off an A on the final and a 4 on the AP exam. i'm so lazy.