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and now im a lil lost again.. wondering who feels what.. and i guess.. what i feel.. and how the hell i got here..n im so determined and confident about some things.. and then so hazy about others.. i wish i could see through a lil window into the future.. to know who i can count on.. and who is telling me the truth.. and who really loves me. and who are the moles..that lie.. i suppose i just know im stuck in a "world" where im ahead of to many.. and behind just enough to be stuck basically alone in the space between.. so i guess i'm asking the world.. just be honest with me.. don't sugar-coat anything.. i don't need direction.,.i need truth...i need explanation.. and i need a promise of who you are and what you will be to me.. i need to trust.. there is almost no one here for that now.. and that is my unload for the week.. sorry if you consider it "emo".. im not doing it to be "cool".. it's just my truth