I don't know Jamie I think they all went over their limit. I am really sick of the druges. It is making me sick to be with my friends anymore. It hurts me because I don't want anything to happen to them. But they are doing it and won't stop. I am scared for their lives. I don't know what to think when I go to sleep at night. I don't know if I am going to see my friends that next day. I think I just need to stay away from everyone at the moment. I don't want to get into this scene. **shakes head* I don't even know what to think anymore.
This shit is tough, it's most likely going to get tougher, and i know what you mean, that's why me and Squeak flipped out on Christian last night, and it's hard to say something because you don't want to be a bitch and an annoyance but you don't want to be a bad person by not saying anything either, but with Gena, Gena is fuckin' stubborn as hell, and that's fine, hell, so am i, but i found out like two years ago that there's no way in getting through to her, and hell you know i love her, she's the shit, as are the rest of you, but just like you are, i'm scared, and i don't know what to do, i know what to think, but i don't know what to say, what to do. We were scared as fuck last night that christian was gonna die or something because he took 19 fucking pills, and when he said Gena did the same i flipped, i'm not losing friends because its fun to lose yourself in drugs. but if you ever want to talk, you know i'm here. BTW: did Gena give you your picture i drew you?
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