May Angels lead you in.....

round and round i go ( Read more... )

He said no. of course. this news comes a lil late on here but i havent been much in the mood to be online. cant say i deserved him to give us another chance because i didnt. i treated him like shit sometimes and i honestly dont know why. i honestly beleive we make the mistakes of our ex's and bring them to the next relationship. I'm use to assholes ( Read more... )

Am i making the right decision? Its an important one. i wont totally know until i see him. I feel like ive been in a horrible fog for weeks now and i cant get out of it. Is this how i get out of it? Should i ask billy to give us another try? One he could reject me, im hurt and move on. Two he could say yes, there is soooooo sooooo much at stake if ( Read more... )

I'm telling billy tommorow that i cant talk to him anymore. i cant be his friend on facebook or myspace or any of it. He now has a girlfreind. i cant deal with that. ive been dealing with it really bady all day. i get physically sick sometimes. i text him tonight to tell him to call me tommrow after work when its a good time to talk. i dont know ( Read more... )

Its 5 am and im awake as usual. What an awful fucked up sleep schedule. i decided ill just stay up to jog in a few hrs. Not in the best of moods. Finals next week. studied for a few hrs at the library. made me feel better. things that irk me...1.finding out my best freinds ex is a bigger piece of shit than i thought and hearing her be upset. 2. ( Read more... )

I cant believe its already december. Things lately have been surprisingly smooth. Except my grandpa passed away last week. i spent most of thanksgiving break in new jersey. But its ok because hes with my grandmother now. They were utterly devoted to eachother. My aunt let me have my grandmas locket. That made me feel better ( Read more... )

Watching Daria "Is it Fall Yet?" from netflix. Broke up with Billy. I need a friend not a boyfreind right now. I plan on being single for a long time, for the 1st time in 2 and a half yrs. Hung out with Justin for awhile tonight. Came over and watched a movie. I'm grateful to still have im in my life. There was no fooling around or anything, just ( Read more... )

Im 16 yr old girl. Theres these 2 vampires. Were on a hill in the mountains somewhere. The 1st vampire that seduces me is hott and he drives me crazy,i cant stay away from him. Even though i know he could turn me into a vampire like himself at any moment. I vie for his attention, i crave it in the dream. Then im alone with the 2nd vampire. Hes cute ( Read more... )

Ro text me on sunday. keeps reminding me hes coming back to eastern. i know ur coming back. why? to try and make my life a living hell like u always do? He text me and told me to give him a call sometime this week. i said why. he said because im one of his best freinds, and we should catch up. i said if u wanna talk to me u can call me. he asked ( Read more... )