i hope, i hope, i hope that kate doesnt have to work on saturday. she really shouldnt. it would just ruin all of our plans. so she really really shouldnt. but we are going to see house of wax. because i say so. and everybody else does as well.

but i really really really am lonely now. like all day i just kept thinking about macon. and all of that ( Read more... )

i finished reading this book, which btw every person in the whole world should read. but anyways, it was super good. oh and its called someone like you by sarah dessen. and anyways this girl, falls in love with this guy named macon. and omw, he was like the most perfect guy i could have ever dreamed up. it was like amazing, just reading all of that ( Read more... )

i spent the afternoon at blakes house. wiht about 20 other people...well only chell, kate, kaity, tessa, kelsey, and of course blake. but we made pinatas. it was fun. except we did that only about 1/8 of the time we were there. but thats the whole point.

lately ive been having the feeling of lonelyness a lot more. whic is not a good thing at all. ( Read more... )

and yes i said that corrctly. i can never ever ever do what i want to on lj, so i just hate it more than ever right now. that is all i have to say. and oh yeah, i need more lj buddies. out.

today was our always fun findraiser. but it really wasnt. it was F cold here, which is never a good thing. but me and eileen got to talk about some randon things. and me and genna decided that there are no really good capitain choices for next season, which is totally the truth.

but i figure i should perhapsly update this thing a tad bit more often ( Read more... )

i am excited because i am at school and LIVEJOURNAL WORKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i dont even care why...i mean why would i??? huh? but i am still scared to do anything in fear of being caught. but i have nothing really to say....but i hope things stay this way. and chell ahd it even better than this ( Read more... )

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well ya know, christmas is coming up, so ya know, the whole presents thing, well i hate them. well i hate deciding what to give to people, because well you know, i dont have any effing clue what to get people, so then i basically get people the same thing, but slightly different, because well i have no imagaination. and i dont think that is spelled ( Read more... )

ok why do i have the urge to scream as loud as my lungs will allow me????????? i just cant take my fucking parents anymore. they just piss me off more and more each fucking day. and i just cant stand it. and i have this HUGE ASS urge to cut. but i wont. i will not let myself. i just wont. unless i get to the point of crying, then maybe, but im not ( Read more... )

ok lately ive been acting really wierd. and i have no clue why. because during school im usually like all blah and whatev about everything, but then after school im all talkitive and shit. and its really wierd. and for me to run today was soooo nice. it just felt good. and im so anxioud for skiing to start. but yet ik ill be extremely nervous on ( Read more... )