this will be in xanga too...sorry for cross post.

[sparrow36]

So today I'm having a blah day. I feel ugly, I look ugly, I don't want to go to work and thats not even whats bugging me. I know that moving home is whats best for me I truly do, but it is almost if not more lonely for me than being down in Missouri. I don't usually go out, which is probably the biggest adjustment of them all for me because in MO

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I know how you feel.

[zellababy]

At least you're willing to admit it. I just got angry at myself and everyone else. Me for not dealing with the consequences of my decision and everyone else for not fulfilling the expectations that I had. I know I seem like kind of an old lady most of the time, but I miss going out too, and I like spontaneous trips to Target and to get craving killers. So give me a call.