Jess, Harley & I went to Flyleaf tonight & met up with Al, Vinnie, some Liz chick, Tim, Shannon, Calli, Ondo, Merissa & El.
well, i got a present from the judster & jess & i'm an idiot & lets just say the first two bands i spent in the bathroom puking.
blah blah blah the rest of the night, & some shit band came on before Flyleaf that everyone seemed ( Read more... )

There's about say...oh 384738743278 people who wanna be with me this weekend ( Read more... )

Well, southside was...lame...
davey doesn't hate me.
pens won
i got my ebay shit
people are STILL lame as FUCK

erin & i spent the entire weekend together.

victoria needs to call me.

byee.

im going to southside with Erin, Stephen & Davey...who hates me i believe.
FOR REAL! hahahah wtf.
 whatev.

pens tonight. last home game
well for you fucks but since we got home ice... i got my play off tickets already.
[: hurray!

i need to stop thinking about it.
i can't do anything about it.
so what the fuck.

]:

just dont anymore.

since i've made myself indestructable, there has only been three people i let come in my walls.
jess, scrub, & gay boy.

every single one has let me down.
so, im done being nice & thinking that the little humanity ihave left was enough to get me back to being happy cuz its not.
you..no i drained out the last drop of sanity & respect ( Read more... )

i just can't care anymore...

idk.

my apathy disgusts me.
i need to do something about this.

i live for you if you are any of the following:
shady
two faced
liar
fake
pussy
attention whore.

that sums up my day..the bad part anyways.

On a better note, look what i bought today!


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i can't wait to see how different i am this time next year ( Read more... )

i used to be deathly afraid of being alone,
of doing anything by myself
of not having someone with me,anyone really.

but i've completely changed.
im not afraid of anything now.
nothing. haha not even the exorcist or bridges or the dark.
i take in everything now & learn to like it because some things you can't change.
most things you can & i do..but i can' ( Read more... )