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[sparrowssong]

I don't think I'm ever going to be alright. All I want tonight is to call some one, to feel close to some one. I need to talk to a friend. And I don't have anyone. I could call a support line, but that seems too impersonal. Too lonely. What do you do when you realize that you have nothing left to live for? I've tried to kill myself three times this

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[pnkyrules]

Brandon,
If you need anything at all, anything, let me know. 505.363.8063. Feel free to call anytime. And I do mean anytime. I don't know what you need but I can listen.

You are a great and kind person and I doubt anything can ever change that.

Antoinette

[eternal_saudade]

I wish I had something terribly insightful to say that would make you suddenly realize life is living for after all, but I really don't. It's a slow, painful process that involves a lot of steps foreword and even more back to find reasons to keep living and begin to enjoy life, a process I am still in the middle of.

All I can say is I understand what it feels like to be alone, I seem to waver between wanting to surround myself with people and wanting to shut the world out. And I understand not wanting to live. Unfortunately, understanding doesn't mean I know what to say.

I just wanted to let you know that you matter to me. You always have, and you always will. And I am here if you want or need me to be. I don't know if you even have my latest number or not, (310) 384-2280. If you want to talk, or not talk, you can always reach me by phone/text/email/IM/smoke signal/carrier pigeon/singing telegram/whatever.