well, good thing i gave up, considering this recent development

my fucking life, i swear

i wonder if i'll remember what this entry was about in a couple years

this is really not worth the effort

so i'm going to stop making any

i may have jinxed it

this might be the start of something good

New Year, big deal.

That ended about as well as I expected it to.

Fine. If that's the way it's going to be, then die in a fire you fucking bitch.

FUCK

Yeah, I think it's safe to say we're never going to communicate again. I tried, but it's a two-way street. I can only do so much. I fucked up a few times, yeah, and I always tried to fix it, but you never knew what you wanted. You'd say one thing, but you always meant something else entirely. It was hard to handle. I never knew what to do, how ( Read more... )

Been two months. Won't answer my calls. Won't call me back. Not sure why I called in the first place. Not sure about anything anymore.