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[spasmaticgonads]

I'm not even me anymore. These drugs they've given me have made me lose myself. Nothing is the same. I can't cry. I want to. I know I should be. But I can't. If I stop taking them, the panic attacks happen again. But if I keep taking them, I stay in this walking dream state I've been in for the past few months. Lose/lose situation. I can't decide

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[opto_alatus]

Option three: go back to "them" and request a different kind. It doesn't have to be the lesser of two evils.

[august_kisses]

I kinda know how you feel about wanting your life back. I haven't talked to you in forever. I'm sorry you're feeling so awful and I do hope you feel better soon.

♥Kate