Working Hard
i'll just start out with the fact that i really do enjoy my job. it sucks.... work load wise, but other than working hard (which i actually like (just not a WHOLE BUNCH)) i love my job. i'm proud of my job, and i when i get off... i feel like i've done something good, and that makes me happy. i know that i've gave it my everything because my body hurts.... but the thing that really struck me this morning was my hands. now i know everyone gets dirty hands.... but these things were filthy. and not just a little dirt under the finger nails. it looked like i dipped my arm in mud, and the let it dry, lol. but when i saw 'em, i was like, wow, my hands are nasty. my feet are nasty too, my pants are dirty as hell and my 2 week old black shoes are almost brown already. it hit me... that i bust my ass everyday for thousands of people to get their boxes. and i will probably never see these people to get a thank you from or anything, and if i do see them, they wouldn't know that i did all this hard work for them... but that dont matter, i do it to get paid. and i enjoy it.... i dunno, but it makes me happy to work myself so hard to deliver shit to people. it feels really kewl. i like it.... i dunno, i guess i'm just weird but oh well.