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[spawning_fish]

how about it finally hit me this morning. i really feel like shit. i just want to die. i don't see the point in living if all you are going to do is die. i wish i was next. i bought some pom juice today because that was John's favorite drink. i will never forget the time john and i played paintball at oak ridge. he was telling me to flank them but

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[acidicnavybeans]

If you need to talk, give me a call. Are you coming home this weekend?

[anewdaywilldawn]

I'm glad it hit you now. at least it's not during an uncomfortible time.. like in the computer lab. things will get better. you don't wish you were next either. life is worth living because other people don't get the chance to. so live it up, and don't be sad that he's dead be happy for the time you had with him.