After months of waiting I was finally able to run back into Jason's arms. I missed him so much this summer. Waiting on letters in the mail and counting the days until I could hear his voice took its toll. At times it felt as if he didn't exist and our relationship was a figment of my imagination, but I held on. When I first saw Jason I cried. There ( Read more... )

Jason called today. Its the first time I've been able to hear his voice since he left for boot camp. I didnt even recognize his voice. He said "hi its jason" about three times before my brain registered what he had said. I was in total shock. I couldn't even say anything. I just stood there crying. We talked a little about my travel plans for his ( Read more... )

2 days of Gymboree left ( Read more... )

Fuck, fuck, fuck ( Read more... )

I am a shitty girlfriend. I had every intention of writing to Jason everyday, but I haven't. I don't know if I'm lazy or I really don't have the time. It doesn't matter any ways because he hasn't been getting my letters. He hasn't gotten anything. I love him and miss him, but he probably doesn't think I do because he hasn't been getting my letters ( Read more... )

WARNING: IF YOU HAVE A NOT SO GOOD OUTLOOK ON LOVE OR HAVE JUST GONE THROUGH A BAD BREAK UP THIS POST COULD BE HAZARDOUS TO YOU HEALTH. THE CONTENTS OF THIS POST MAY INDUCE VOMITING ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a good day for mail: I got a letters from Jason (parts posted below), I got the SAI blanket (present from my Dad), and I got the title to my car (boo fatty pimp daddy). So I'm all set ( Read more... )

Its 2:30 in the morning, I'm getting home from a night of Shrek Party and watching Mr.Deeds when what to my wondering eyes should appear.........nothing. Where is my Dad's car? More importantly where is my Dad? So I run into the house. There is a body asleep on the couch, upon further inspection it turns out to be my brother Sean. Then I go down ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD. I just got the BEST birthday present EVER!! The school just gave me a HUGE scholarship increase!!! HOLY SHIT!!!!

I totally didn't expect today to be as good as it turned out. So many people called, visited, and emailed me to wish me a Happy Birthday. Today I truly feel loved and so fortunate to have such great friends and family. Thank you everyone, I really do feel happy.