Physical

[spazticfool7915]

I want to scream
I want to shout
I want to whisper
and mumble
and speak
and say
What I feel
and what I think.
I want to feel everything
and nothing
I want the spaces inbetween
to be filled with light and love and time and I want no void
I abhor vaccums as much as nature does.
I want even when I become ash
for you to look at me and say
nothing.
I want you to be able to say nothing at all.
Let me know with every look,
and touch,
and sigh,
that you're here.
For me
For you
For them.
Every time I build my walls back up, reality strikes and they come crumbling down
Be my everything.
and nothing.
Be all the spaces in between
Let me scream.
and shout
and whisper
and mumble
and speak
and say
what I feel
and what I think.
I love you.