I don't know where to begin. What a crazy train this life is. The universe is in a whirlwind. My mind is scattered. I am a wonderer. My path has become... what? I don't know where I am going, but I know where I am right now. Pleased to meet you Universe.

Some bizarre shit has been happening lately. I’m talking about some really good shit is happening. Thursday night I performed at Wick’s in the Highlands with Southside and it felt amazing. It felt so amazing that I stayed up jammin’ with the boys and Lisa K till dawn. I specifically remember saying, “Let me finish this beer” at 830am before Luke ( Read more... )

Jennifer! You are such a lazy bastard! I can't believe that you do not create art every fucking day of your life. I want you to create. I want you to be confident and wise. I know that you are. Believe in yourself, even if no one else does. I love everything about you. You are an amazing person. Be condfident in your self because you have every ( Read more... )

It is insane how much my world has flipped around in two forking weeks. I haven't laughed this much in what seems years. I broke up with Adam. Moved out and onward. I haven't looked back once. I think that was the best decision I have made all year. It was fun, but I knew that something was missing. I'm so glad that I gained the courage to do it. I ( Read more... )

Ashley said that no matter what you cannot escape your own happiness. That no matter where you move or who you are with, you have to find what you want deep down inside of you. I feel like I have searched and searched. I feel like I have torn myself inside out trying to find this happiness. I'm actually fucking tired of trying to find it. I want to ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here at my mom's house. My feet are covered in bubbles because the bath water is too hot still. I've had a sore throat since last Wednesday. It cost $125 to go to the doctor's office. I'm glad the system works for the people. This summer seems to have passed so quickly. I had a good time though. Working at Shakespeare was such a great ( Read more... )

Camille is leaving tomorrow. I am sad. Not only because another one of my best friends is leaving, but because I am not joining her on her voyage northeast. I wish I could make the move. August? Who knows what the fuck is going to happen come August. Fuck, I don't know what will happen come tomorrow. I want to be there with her. I want to ( Read more... )

I honestly don't know how this year has flown by so fast. It seems like yesterday I was hanging out playing UNO at the Mag Bar, but in actuality that was January. I am so happy right now. I feel alive again. Thursday night was crazy. Ashley, Atticus, Mills, Adam, and me all tripped. I knew that I wasn't ready for it, but that is most definitely the ( Read more... )

I want so much out of life. Sometimes I don’t know where to begin. I need to go to Europe. I need it to happen in order for me to completely trust the universe. I want to believe. I want to see someone fall out of the stereotype. I have to get out of the southend. I hold so much in and then I explode. I don't know how to open up to people, and even ( Read more... )

I went on a bike ride with him yesterday. Old 'Ville to Portland. homemade bikes. fresh air cures a hangover. homemade pizza. movie snuggling. I love it. I haven't felt this happy in forever. I love my fucking fantastic friendships. In this moment, I have no desire to leave, only develop. I'm smiling for no apparent reason.