this has been one crazy ass week i must say...
you probably dont want to read this, but you are allowed to if you like, it is really me explaining everything I did this week and giving some commentary - really rather boring- even to me.
Tuesday was fine other than going to bed at 5:30am - stupid calc homework and my laziness (although new myspace lay out!)
then Wednesday I skipped class for the first time this quarter, then I worked a 2 hour shift at a job where I usually work much much longer- There were a few reasons for this - 1st the specifics of my job are changing, but my boss was doing most of my work for me for some reason - and kind of complaining about it (um I'm here I get paid to do it, I can do it) but then also it was beginning to snow. but it was ok as I made it back in time for a floor activity - to which there were really only 3-4 people at ... poor Aaron
Thursday, after one crazy physics lab it was back to work on a snow day where I had a bunch of really lazy students... man level 4s need to be at least able to do a fucking pull over! and then more snow. I chilled after work with Bryan and Derek for like 40 minutes (Jennifer was there too...). went back to the dorm and watched some of this crazy german movie then wrote a paper about it.
Friday finally came and the really weird part of the week began...so school was...ok turned in our papers went to 2 lectures- it was fucking freezing outside no joke, I think Elliott said it was like 27 when I left for class. but then off to the green halls of academia known as blanchet. Connor had said to arrive early so that I did - after slipping pretty bad on some ice and thinking i popped my tire. but 4:15 was obviously too early. so again I left to go and waste time and get $$ (by the way - what the fuck is up with this charging for one acts crap- back in my day it was all by donation!)
then I tried to do my physics homework to no avail then gave up and got in line. eventually Romein arrived and we talked and saw the shows... it was good times. Steve and Robert also arrived. Things were going well I talked to old friends, peoples parents and what not, it was good.
Tyler invited me out for coffee, and I accepted - we went to Ladro and it was good times.
SATURDAY the big day of the week arrived- I awoke and called Steve who I met for lunch, it was good to see him again and just talk one on one- it is a bummer that it doesnt happen often. then to the one acts again - we stayed for the 1st two then took a bit too long getting Robert, so we missed the third- but saw it during best of fest.I believe that based on seeing what I did of the shows- Connors should totally have made it to best of fest. oh well- that's life.
after the one acts but before best of fest Steve, Kurt, Robert and I went and got dinner at the 8 (in my dorm building) seeing hand hanging out with Kurt was probably the crowning moment of the week as far as weird goes. it wasnt bad or anything - it was just so unexpected and unchanged from high school- of all the things that were different -people, policies, attitudes, vices, etc. it was good to see somethings dont ever change. after best of fest we all kind of went our own ways.
Friday night i was sick - but Saturday night I was overbearingly lonely. all my roommates were gone- my old friends had all changed, my new friends were all far away and things just didnt seem as perfectly ok as they did during the day.
sunday morning I awoke to me being all alone again - but resolved to take action so, for the first time since my friends Sara and Travis started going out, i hung out with Sara without Travis there. it was so bizzar because i had hung out with Travis alone plenty of times and hung out with them together a bunch too, but it was never just the girls. hearing her side of everything I have been told about them and having a chance to just be girlie with her was really nice and interesting.
when Sara had to go to church I returned to my dorm, had a really good talk with Shawn until he had to go to bed and then the only thing rivaling hanign out with Kurt for most surprising and odd thing that happened all week- I talked to Derek on the phone for over an hour...
now Derek is a co-worker of mine from the gym- and he has had one crazy life - his mom is a druggy so he ran away from home, got his GED and enlisted in the army, where he had a kid with an officer (extremely taboo), who he never gets to see, and he is in what he leads me to believe is an unhappy marriage. it was crazy talking to him - for several reasons - many of which are rather tied in with the fact that I am rather annoying and many people, especially at the gym, dont really seem too eager to have anything to do with me out side of the work place (thank you Lauren your legacy lives on).
then today Monday - again I wake up alone, but this time I get to talk to Shawn again right first thing, which makes me really happy. after the call i fell back asleep and had this CRAZY dream about this woman that Sara and I had read about who had 22 children and claimed "I love my husband" and then Jim (poulin) called and I talk to him for a bit until- well I think his internet went out or something.
I have work in 2 hours - and homework due tonight -but I still am totally unmotivated
Tuesday was fine other than going to bed at 5:30am - stupid calc homework and my laziness (although new myspace lay out!)
then Wednesday I skipped class for the first time this quarter, then I worked a 2 hour shift at a job where I usually work much much longer- There were a few reasons for this - 1st the specifics of my job are changing, but my boss was doing most of my work for me for some reason - and kind of complaining about it (um I'm here I get paid to do it, I can do it) but then also it was beginning to snow. but it was ok as I made it back in time for a floor activity - to which there were really only 3-4 people at ... poor Aaron
Thursday, after one crazy physics lab it was back to work on a snow day where I had a bunch of really lazy students... man level 4s need to be at least able to do a fucking pull over! and then more snow. I chilled after work with Bryan and Derek for like 40 minutes (Jennifer was there too...). went back to the dorm and watched some of this crazy german movie then wrote a paper about it.
Friday finally came and the really weird part of the week began...so school was...ok turned in our papers went to 2 lectures- it was fucking freezing outside no joke, I think Elliott said it was like 27 when I left for class. but then off to the green halls of academia known as blanchet. Connor had said to arrive early so that I did - after slipping pretty bad on some ice and thinking i popped my tire. but 4:15 was obviously too early. so again I left to go and waste time and get $$ (by the way - what the fuck is up with this charging for one acts crap- back in my day it was all by donation!)
then I tried to do my physics homework to no avail then gave up and got in line. eventually Romein arrived and we talked and saw the shows... it was good times. Steve and Robert also arrived. Things were going well I talked to old friends, peoples parents and what not, it was good.
Tyler invited me out for coffee, and I accepted - we went to Ladro and it was good times.
SATURDAY the big day of the week arrived- I awoke and called Steve who I met for lunch, it was good to see him again and just talk one on one- it is a bummer that it doesnt happen often. then to the one acts again - we stayed for the 1st two then took a bit too long getting Robert, so we missed the third- but saw it during best of fest.I believe that based on seeing what I did of the shows- Connors should totally have made it to best of fest. oh well- that's life.
after the one acts but before best of fest Steve, Kurt, Robert and I went and got dinner at the 8 (in my dorm building) seeing hand hanging out with Kurt was probably the crowning moment of the week as far as weird goes. it wasnt bad or anything - it was just so unexpected and unchanged from high school- of all the things that were different -people, policies, attitudes, vices, etc. it was good to see somethings dont ever change. after best of fest we all kind of went our own ways.
Friday night i was sick - but Saturday night I was overbearingly lonely. all my roommates were gone- my old friends had all changed, my new friends were all far away and things just didnt seem as perfectly ok as they did during the day.
sunday morning I awoke to me being all alone again - but resolved to take action so, for the first time since my friends Sara and Travis started going out, i hung out with Sara without Travis there. it was so bizzar because i had hung out with Travis alone plenty of times and hung out with them together a bunch too, but it was never just the girls. hearing her side of everything I have been told about them and having a chance to just be girlie with her was really nice and interesting.
when Sara had to go to church I returned to my dorm, had a really good talk with Shawn until he had to go to bed and then the only thing rivaling hanign out with Kurt for most surprising and odd thing that happened all week- I talked to Derek on the phone for over an hour...
now Derek is a co-worker of mine from the gym- and he has had one crazy life - his mom is a druggy so he ran away from home, got his GED and enlisted in the army, where he had a kid with an officer (extremely taboo), who he never gets to see, and he is in what he leads me to believe is an unhappy marriage. it was crazy talking to him - for several reasons - many of which are rather tied in with the fact that I am rather annoying and many people, especially at the gym, dont really seem too eager to have anything to do with me out side of the work place (thank you Lauren your legacy lives on).
then today Monday - again I wake up alone, but this time I get to talk to Shawn again right first thing, which makes me really happy. after the call i fell back asleep and had this CRAZY dream about this woman that Sara and I had read about who had 22 children and claimed "I love my husband" and then Jim (poulin) called and I talk to him for a bit until- well I think his internet went out or something.
I have work in 2 hours - and homework due tonight -but I still am totally unmotivated