Im noticing how bored i can actually get on a weekend for a change seeing as i usually work weekends.  i think i like being bored though on weekends and not being at work, its a nice feeling...i think.  went out to eat last night also with a friend, good food also.

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Tomorrow is my Birthday, ill be 23!!!!

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Yet again, ive been decieved by what my heart and head of told me and by man also. Im so stupid to beleive the person will change how they treat me. Im sorry for me for beleiveing the person really thought of me as a friend, and at the fact that i was hoping i was important. I know now that i am nothing to this peson. I dont think im ment to ( Read more... )

i just feel like crying right now.

this is the truth im sick of holding it in ( Read more... )

im confused people, help me.

Im happy for a change and it feels really good!!! Thank u to my friend for having my over and making me feel good for the short time i was there. Im afrqaid to say how i feel, it always messes things up if its to soon, im not sure when to tell someone what im feeling. I guess ill have to wing it. If anything things will present themselves at ( Read more... )

dont know what to say, im just really unhappy today. im so lonely and it sucks. i just wish for one day peple would treat me with respect, and maybe actually want to be my riend for real, and stop pretending to like me ur not doing me any good doing that all ur doing is breaking my heart even more. i dont know what makes me keep pursuing things ( Read more... )