im in the process of moving out of this apartment we shared. being alone here has really opened my eyes. im glad to be getting out, although i dont think ill ever shake some of these memories. i dont think i want to either way. there was a certain uniqueness to "us" that is worth keeping with me. even though now all is said and done, ive failed, ( Read more... )

yesterday i found an apartment really close to campus. im going to get it, be moving out within a month ( Read more... )

4 months and still hurts.

"from the firmament ( Read more... )

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its so hard to break ties.
and for the first time ill stand strong and alone
ill bottle this up, ill let this rot, ill let this ferment.
and drink the wines of regret til i die.
and what were left with is night time photographs of lights, and green.
and ill drive til your hands touch mine.
the miles, gas stop stains, heart felts and turning black.

I'm returning this bleeding hearts club membership card ( Read more... )

Often regret the absence to catch you.

had my birthday on monday....23....big fucking deal right? right ( Read more... )

finals week is upon me. its been a truly fucking shitty semester. its had its ups, but way too many downs. i dont know how i feel anymore. pretty numb if you ask me. or dumb. maybe both. but this feeling is way too familiar to me. thats the worst part of it. way too familiar with this feeling. i need to cut this imaginary rope and stop feeling this ( Read more... )