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[spazzynazzy]

i hate the fact that i can only think of him in that way. and i dont want to.
i miss him.. and i want to be friends with him.. but i always think of him as more.. hes like the best guy ever.. and i want him.. again.. but he doesnt want me.. ahh.. im horrible..

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cheer up

[anonymous]

dont live with regrets they will haunt you forever.. my bands quote is a perfect example of what you need to understand... Life without loss would be meaningless.. even such a bad thig as loss brings new meaning to the word life. without loss life wouldnt have meaning... its all for the best of things believe me.. cheer up.. ill still be your friend steph. i know you want more out of this but this is all i want to give to you okay friendship is a good thing love is a hard thing. ~Josh~

Re: cheer up

[rachel_0716]

wow...i understand the name now! I UNDERSTAND! Sweet. Josh, people are getting the wrong idea from my shirt. They think I sleep with the band...and I'm a whore...and everyone says I'm gonna get beat up. :(.

[rachel_0716]

Steph...you of all people know boys are only there to cause problems. They don't know it...but that is their one and only purpose. That and reproduction...but that's another story. I know it's hard to move on and get over people...think of them only in that friend way (hell, i'm STILL working on that)...but sometimes it's the only way either of you can be happy. A part of me will always be with *him* (you know who I'm talking about), but I saw how much it was killing both of us to try to make those feelings work, so we both had to give up. It's hard, but it's necessary. Things will work out for the best. :). I love you stud.