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now that i'm here.
I've decided to just ignore and/or forget about my feelings for Cody at the present time. Put them in the attic so to speak, out of sight, out of mind, or whatever. And if something is meant to happen, it will. You know? I'm not gonna put my life on hold for him, even if every little thing he does effects me somehow. Today is his nineteenth ( Read more... ) -
the very first scar
I wish I was in Texas right now. My best friend is hurting, and might possibly be hurting more in a short while, and I can't fucking be there when she needs me.
I hate love.
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soulmates
Just now, Cody and I were talking about happiness, love, and "the one". About how it's so hard for me to find happiness, or how I'm not sure I've ever experienced true happiness. Which is a scary thought. I'm so afraid of never finding love, or that one person out there who was made just for me. Cody says he's out there, I just have to wait. I don' ( Read more... ) -
obama wins at life.
i'm not even watching the debate, i don't have fucking tv, and it's not worth it to go look up whatever site is live streaming it.
i'm voting for obama, mccain's a pussy. palin's a fucking joke woman, with the mind of a retarded boy.
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driver's education
I really need to learn how to drive, this whole being stuck in Petaluma, until someone decides they want to pick me up to hang out, isn't really working for me. I find myself, staring at a computer screen for much longer then I should, and I've been really lazy/tired lately. I can't wake up earlier then one in the afternoon, and that just isn't ( Read more... ) -
sigh
I'm tired of being alone.
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silent night & heartache
I've been thinking a lot lately, about what love is to me, and how I may or may not view it differently then others, and I realized that for myself, it isn't necessarily about how much I love someone that sets them apart from everyone else, but how exactly I love them. ( MORE ... ) -
fine with a big batch of "ally".
I've been meaning to get on here for months after I created this little hole in the wall. But it never happened. That's something I'm always doing, creating stuff and never maintaining it, or whatever. But after what's been happening in the passed month or so I think it's time I actually committed to something I said I would. And, if it works out, ( Read more... )