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I have not updated in forever because I have spent that past 9 days in New York City. I'm leaving for home tomorrow <3 -
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i'm going to take a vow of silence. kind of. i have so many things to figure out. when did i become this way? have i always been this monster? i need answers, answers i feel like i'm only to gain from observing; myself and my surroundings. i'm not sure what to expect, or believe, anymore. i feel like my closest creature is an 8th grade saxophone ( Read more... ) -
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Do you ever just sit back and realize how wonderful your life truly is? I mean, yes, it may/does have negative aspects and you may feel horrible at times, but if you think about, there are positive aspects that completely out weight the negative ( Read more... ) -
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when its finally time to retire, i walk up the stairs and into my room. i realize what a mess the clothes and comics and pictures all askew on my floor create, and as i tip-toe over them into my bed, i realize how askew my life truly has become. some nights i wish i could be back in arizona, with nina and mariah and feeling so free on her living ( Read more... ) -
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the hardest part of today was knowing you were here. knowing that all I had to do was look over, and I could instantly pick you out. We got off the bus, and Kara gave me the warmest hug; knowing everything. Part of me hoped, somehow, you would find me and we would work this out ( Read more... ) -
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Dear Mom,
I wish you cared about me in a sense other than what people think about you. I wish you'd understand me enough and I wish that you were a tolerant type of parent. Maybe then I could talk to you, but right now I really can't. Every time you talk, I die a little more inside and I really wish that you knew the real me.
Love,
Your Daughter
