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[speal]

I miss being me.

That's stupid, I'm always me and even in the ways I miss I'm still me. But I never want to be myself the way I am in my current incarnation, because ... well, because that's just how I am. Always looking forward to a person I don't know how to become, backward to a person I was and wish I still could be but can never be again,

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[get_x_naked]

I miss who you were, but not how sad you were. How you sulked around and secluded yourself. You seem happier when you're with your friends. I like the way you are. No, forget that. I love the way you are, no matter what. I loved you when you were into drugs, though it scared the hell out of me. What would happen if you were to O.D, or to become so lost in this parallel world that I could never find you? You're my idol, I don't think you know or realize that. I started to write because of you, I started liking Bright Eyes because of you. I started many things because of you. I never want to out do you. And I always feel horrible for fighting and being such a bitch to everyone when you're around. You shouldn't have to deal with my erratic behavior. I love you Tannara Marie Yelland, and no matter what you do or how you change. I always will.