i can take a hint

[spear_thrower]

so i think the whole summer fling thing is over. he doesn't call me, unless it's to call me back. i'm not quite sure what happened. things seemed to be all right last friday, aside from one small incident that perhaps was larger than i realized. but i called him this week to invite him out with some friends, and he was busy. ok, fair enough. i had

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[jetsetdork]

good song choice. That suck, though, but good for you for being mature about it. That's right, crank that song and go to barfly! How much do want to bet that Randal is there, waiting for you!
Oh, ps, i was at my friend amanda's apartment and her roommate (a guy, btw) said "heeeeeey". It was pretty cool.

pps. expect an email with more sensative updates

[spear_thrower]

i might have been overreacting, actually. i was just pissed at the time. now i'm more just confused. i mean, i know that he's really busy, with work and all, he has friends here, i'm not exactly a priority, whatever. which is fine. i'm not expecting to be. it just seemed really awkward and strange when i was talking to him. of course, that could always just be my perception of the situation. i do have an overactive imagination. well, we shall see. i will continue to try to be mature about it. of course, i do get the urge to occasionally bitch someone outt....but i won't. unless the situation calls for it, hahaha. just kidding. it probably won't. but i do feel somewhat cynical, still.

oh, and the last time i went to barfly, Randall was there. plus the beautiful banjo player, and the beautiful fiddle player. oh my god. i almost died. rowr. hahahahaha. i'd go tonight, but i have a french test tomorrow, and i've been pretty effectively evading studying for it. goddammit. whatevs.