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NC
I left Thursday morning at 7am, took me almost exactly 6 hours to get down there!! The drive was so easy b/c it was day time the whole time, and no traffic! :) Dustin was still workin' so he took off for a few minutes to call the gate to let me in and then to unlock his door for me, but since I was almost there he just waited around for me. He ( Read more... ) -
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Let's see..lots of drama at Appletree..as always...but I'm not going into that ( Read more... ) -
Endings
Today I ended things w/Jason completely..it hurts. We just want different things in life and are different people. I need more than he can give me. I love him, but love isn't enough..there needs to be compromises and details..understanding and trust...while Jason and I used to have those things and I used to be able to see him as my life, my ( Read more... ) -
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Let's see..the rest of last week went well! I took Wednesday as a "sick" day..got to sleep in a little and headed to the mall to get a wrap for the ball. Cost me a pretty penny, but i can wear it w/anything from jeans to my formal dress. :) It's wool but feels SO nice..Dustin laffed at me when I told him it cost almost as much as my dress did ( Read more... ) -
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Sat I got to hang out w/my HS buddy Ben!! We had a great time all day..we went to a crap-ass party..so we left and listened to music instead! I had the best time..thanx Ben..I miss you when you are away ( Read more... ) -
Updates
Well to start off, tomorrow is the 6 Flags trip and we didn't get 15 people, but it should still be so much fun!! Eric, my daddy, and I are going..then James and I tink Mrs. Fox and her fam! I am excited..i have a stupid cold though..I won't let that damper me though ( Read more... ) -
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Jason and I were talking so well last night and I had to get upset about something stupid. I acted weird and it pissed him off like it always does. When will I learn?! But before that we had a nice convo..I miss talking to him ( Read more... ) -
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Well Jason and I are now 100% over..not going into details #1 b/c if I want u to know I will tell you #2 I don't know who reads this anymore..and #3 I just don't feel like going into it ( Read more... ) -
OMG I'm stupid
Wow..I feel like I've just woken up from a coma or something. Where has my life gone!? I have woken up and realized I have been a horrible friend and a really bad gf..no wonder things are like this! I made Jason my whole life w/o him asking or even wanting that. He was in every aspect of my life..I became everything u hear some girls do and u ( Read more... )
