oh no.

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I was cleaning out my msn list..and i unblocked everyone. he messaged me. MARTIN. no no.. mitchell. that's his real name. he msged me just now..
Here comes that gross feeling in my stomach again.. i feel like im gonna hurl.

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[roundpyre]

oh no! dont hurl! at least not until you're within one inch of "mitchell". i dont know why his name is in quotes. just ignore them.

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ughh!! i wish i could hurl on him. seriously..he starts talking. and now he stopped. i told him how he doesnt even care, and now he's not answering.
is it wrong i have the urge to keep talking?
do you think we could ever just be friends?

[roundpyre]

from what i've heard from you, no i dont think you could ever be "just" friends.

you have the urge to keep talking to him, in general, about anything? or just to keep at him about how he doesn't care and all that? what guys make us want to do is crazy sometimes.

[special_]

I know hey..
I don't know. just to keep talking. like not loose him again.. but that's no good. i dont wanna talk to him. i could never just be friends with him!!!!

:(