When I grow up... I want to be Bitter!

Apr 20, 2005 14:29

I love Hypocrisy!!!

It makes me wonder how you can actully even socialize with anyone besides yourself? Do you honestly think that you are that "special" that everyone has to push their lives aside only to make your own better? You're a nice guy, funny, charming, and would compromise a lot for most people. You're a nice guy, that is, until somebody stands up for themselves, somebody makes it known that they will not be bothered by your condisending ways. Is that how you plan to stay? Living life with a mask on hiding your true self from those who won't dare to stand up to you? I think it's fear of being alone perhaps? I think you try so hard to force people into seeing things your way you dont realize that one day it will be those people who leave you. But then again I'm wrong,right?You act selfish, the way you think everything has to be about you and what you want. This only happens when your angry mind you, but does that make it better? Does that make it ok to belittle the people around you that have differnt views then you do? Has your plan worked so far? I guess it has to you considering your weeding out the people that don't obey right. Let me know how its works out in the years to come, when you have gotten rid of everyone because they are so insignificant compared to your immortality that they can no longer be able to associate with you or anyone around you. Do you honestly think that highly of yourself, I mean yes, cofidence and determination are very good qualities in a person, but I'm affrid you've gone a little to far. There is nothing wrong with having leadership qualities, but when you go as far as deeming yourself a supreme being compared to the so called pod scum around you, and you would do anything to try and make them feel below you, I believe you cross the border into being an egotistical, vindictive bastard! How would you be able to keep a relaionship? Does 50/50 even apply to you? I guess not.. I mean she left you didn't she? and for another man just to add insult to injury! Her fault right? You had nothing to do with that? Right.. Well, you keep telling yourself what you like to hear and it will come true eventully.... but then again you did get the memo about life not being a fairy tale did you? But, do the right thing move on.. find another like you wanted to she wasn't right for you... But then again neither was I then, right? The novelty wore off, because I wouldnt break down and give into your ways. Just like a little toy. An object you wanted t place on your shelf for a sence of accomplishment. You couldn't have me the way you wanted me, so you tried to force it. Only it didn't work did it? I didn't care about you and you hated that, you hated that I hated you. Life sucks doesn't it... Ohh well, DEAL WITH IT!

We will never have the relationship you want.
The only thing we have together is DNA and a last name
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