well its sunday morning, (mothers day) and i am just sitting here thinking about life in general, i dunno the death of this kid has really been bothering me. it don't know y b/c i didn't even know him, but i just can't help but think what if i did? what if it was someone who i was close with? what would i be doing right now? prolly not just ( Read more... )

wow it has been a crazy week...last week of classes and a lot of different emotions. it all began on wed nite when a basketball player from canisius died. he was at practice and he just passed out and he didn't make it. i didn't know him but i knew people that knew him and he really seemed like a great guy. it was really weird for me because i ( Read more... )

well this weekend was fun. um fri i did nothing actually i worked and then i came backto my room and did more work. i got a lot of sleep which was good. sat was the fun day! um first we went to my house for dinner which was good...real food, yum! and then we came back to the dorm and let our nite begin. we went over to dave kash's and pregammed b4 ( Read more... )

well last nite was random, yet again, that seems to b the story of my life lately, but random is good, def good! um so we had all these big plans and of course none of them happened but thats ok cuz i had fun. we were suppose to rent a movie and go for a drive but instead we go to clays house, so random but funny b/c not even an hour b4 when i c ( Read more... )

ok, so i just got back from jf's and i dunno i had a really good time, i mean it was absolutly nothin special and i was only there for like an hour but it was nice. like we actually talked and it wasn't just a hook up(well technically it was but u know)... well at least for me, i mean i'm not like saying wow i really like him and i want him to b my ( Read more... )

wow i haven't written in a few days. i have had a pretty eventful busy week. well 4/20 was a day to remember. i had such a great time. i smoked with 3 different groups of ppl and it was fun! laura found kevin at boomers....i know how random, thats y i met boomer, so that laura could be reunited with kevin again. i guess it was just meant to be.... ( Read more... )

wow today was sooo beautiful, i honestly don't think it could have been nicer out. me and laura and cara went to the cemetary....sooo much fun. like for the 2 hours or so that we were there it was so peaceful and relaxing. we drove around a bit and then we sat out on the bench by the lake...that was great, we were literally inches away from the ( Read more... )

well i'm doin better, i was just acting like a little brat in my last entry, it just seems that when bad things happen they all come at the same time.....y does it have to happen like that? it can b a lot for one person to handle all at once, ya so n e ways well i finally heard back about my speeding ticket that i got in december, and my date is ( Read more... )

so let this b official...i'm pissed off!, like not just a little mad, i'm furious. i can tell this is gonna b the start of a horrible day. it all started last nite, we went out b/c its wed so thats what we do. 1st we went over to c renee b/c it was her b day and that was fine, then we headed to witch drx which was ok too b/c we smoked and that ( Read more... )

well here i sit at my desk in old bosch 221 and i am sooo bored. i just couldn't wait to get back and now i have nothing to do, well i mean i have stuff to do but i don't feel like doing work. i have a psych assignmet and its so hard and confusing i don't know what i am doing, so instead of trying to figure it out i decided to write a journal ( Read more... )