just one of those night..

[specialpencil]

ok here the total retail.. i hate myself.. i honestly do.. the thing is i pretend to be someone im not.. and i want to learn to be myself and be happy when i am myself.. who am i.. why am i here. for the past two weeks i've been in a deep thought about this and last night i finally spoke to someone and thank you eric.. but i needed to get some

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[jk_to_the_lol]

i <3 you and i know that things will work out soon

love yourself because you're awesome

[secluded_dream]

kara that made me really really really sad to read...i honeslty wish that you didnt feel this way buti cant control your mind or your thoughts and i wish that people didnt have to deal wtih depression and i know first hand how badly it sucks and i wish that there was something that i could do for u but i cant help unless you want me too...i love you kara i do...but i dont know wat to tell you about ur insecurtires except that we all have them and its in choosing to deal with them is how we conqueor them....but i also know thats not easy and isnt always an option....but i wish u felt better about ur self but more i wish that you could let me help...i love yo