i lost him...it hurts too much.

so  i ran into the chick that my bf cheated on me with down at the square. she had talked to my friend derek a little while ago and told him that she thought she was in love with him. so i walked up to her, looked her dead in the eyes, and said "so, do you still think you're in love with my boyfriend?" i will never forget the look on her face. she ( Read more... )

I miss the way you used to look at me, the way our lips would meet with passion. I miss the way your fingers would intertwine with mine as we walk down the street. I miss the way you used to hold me tightly and never let go. The way you would slightly sing to me, and run your fingers through my hair. I miss the way I gave you butterflies in your ( Read more... )

I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just got off the phone with Ninja's cousin Cory. It's hard to fathom that he's gay, until you hear him talk about how cute the boy on the corner is. Anyways, i feel like this is the only thing i can turn to right now. Ninja and I have been on a rocky road ever since he cheated on me. It's been so fucked up, and i can't find myself to break up ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking pissed off right now. i punched another wall. Ninja was supposed to meet me after my photoshoot today to go get the money that someone owes me. so i call him after i'm done, and guess what!? PLANS HAVE CHANGED. we were all supposed to go to Chris's house and get up early tomorrow to go down to Eugene, but NOOOOOO. they decide to go ( Read more... )

there's so much pain and despair behind all those tears streaming from your eyes and staining your cheeks. i can see behind all that pain, and all those tears...and see that deep down, you're still in love with me. i see through the fact that you don't want to hurt me, because you already have. we used to lay in bed and talk about how in love we ( Read more... )

for quite some time i've thought i knew who i was, but i don't. i know i'm a juggalette, and i know i'm madly in love with a juggalo who isn't even sure if he's in love with me anymore. i know that i'm a working GED student who doesn't really know where she's going in life...and mostly i know that i'm a fuck up. every person i've ever cared about, ( Read more... )

Hung out with Ninja today. He was an hour late, as usual...lol. Ran into asche, and she has no hair...well, she does, just shortest i've seen it in FOREVER. Went to the hookah lounge with Ninja and some random girls we met. They're scene kids, but they don't hang out with the huge flock of them at the square. They were nice girls, real young. From ( Read more... )

Kibbles4Life1231: ooh did u kno Kindra is engaged to be married
TheRejekts13: to who?
Kibbles4Life1231: Foot
TheRejekts13: k....lol
TheRejekts13: interesting name
Kibbles4Life1231: his name is Eddie but everyone calls him foot
TheRejekts13: ohhh
TheRejekts13: cute
Kibbles4Life1231: she is gettin Married Feb 23rd
TheRejekts13: awww
Kibbles4Life1231: he is the ( Read more... )