ｐｌａｉｎｔｉｖｅ．
My name is Laras. I was born on the second day of January in Jakarta, Indonesia. I've been studying in accelerated classes since elementary school, and being one of the youngest person in the class.
I might seem calm and not talkative at first but if we're getting know of each other, you could regret why were you fated to be an acquaintance of mine. Somehow I speak bluntly, but I usually think first what I want to say. I am EXTREMELY LAZY, and I don't really like taking a shower. I always create a mess in my own room or desk. I like to finish my tasks on the last minutes before deadline and sometimes passed the deadline. I wonder why I don't seem to be panic or frantic after I created the fuss, I'm too easy going.
My dream is to become an architect and I don't have any interest on economics. I'd like to choose the science program in high school, but I'm always asking people who has interest on the social program because that interest me. Somehow I have some interests on asking people why do you like this or that and what/who do you like the most or what/who do you dislike the most, etc.
I have my own fashion sense. Friends sometimes don't understand why the hell did I wear a turtleneck on a hot-sunny day or another weird mix-and-match costumes just for visiting a friend. I feel that I am a bit a narcissistic myself. I don't take a lot of photos of myself, but I like to look in the mirror and feeling myself is cool.
I look like a boy; I have a short, black hair, almost flat chest and I am kind of tall. My bang now is left-parted and it's growing longer. At the moment, I want to have a haircut like Kim Heechul of Super Junior in ロクゴ Music Video.
A fangirl. I love Arashi, 2PM, Super Junior, Girls' Generation, etc. I often go for foolish-yet-cool-looking people. I like people that have a blank, total stupid look, but once they posed for a cool, stylish one, it would be a fabulous one. Not only the look, I tend to like cool, talented but funny and one of a kind mood maker. I would really love if they made a witty jokes and act stupidly. I always asked myself why am I attracted to these kind of people. → and this just for the guys, haven't realized my girls' type.
A test or quiz results in my school said that I tend to hurt myself and feel guilty inside, and that's true. If there's a complex, twisting personal problem, I like to hurt myself, in any way I can. I did want to commit suicide several times and cut myself a lot, but not anymore, even if I'm still thinking about that sometimes now. I never speak my guilty-feeling, I'm feeling guilty most of times but I try not to show or talk about it. I just let that go away.
My role model right now is Kim Heechul from Super Junior; geez I know I could envy someone better but-- he's good for me as my role model, I really idolize him.
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Currently I'm having and often bringing these objects almost anywhere:
★ black old MacBook called 홍차 (Hongcha), which means 'tea' in Korean.
★ black new iPod nano called Ciel, which means 'sky' in French.
★ black very, very old iPod video called 녹초 Nokcho, which means 'worn out' in Korean.
★ black and red Nokia 5730 handphone called εικονική (eikonikí̱), which means 'virtual' in Greek.
★ white Nintendo DS Lite called 창백 Changbaek, which means 'pale' in Korean.
Interests/Likes:
music:
kpop, jpop, pop, rock.
or something like;
100% Arashi and 80% 2PM and 50% Super Junior.
10% others (Fall Out Boy, Panic At The Disco, Paramore, etc.)
miscellaneous:
★ CATS. CATS. CATS. THEY'RE SO ADORKABLY CUTE.
★ CHEESE. YUM.
★ VIDEO GAMES.
Fears/Hates/Dislikes:
★ FISHES, ESPECIALLY UNDERWATER AT CLOSED OR DARK PLACES. FISH. FISH. FISH.
★ sea, ocean, lakes.
★ swimming.
★ mornings.
★ insects.
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