i could be wrong, but i think jeremy simons may have just killed god

i think  the force that has really ever driven me in life has been to satisfy my own curiosity, which makes me a self-centered uncaring bastard. =)

i think i may need to bounce ideas off of people to learn.
i dont think i could ever be self taught.

i also need to bounce ideas off people to live.

i'm pretty sure im not this body, but im not sure what i am 

everyone feels so cold 

 gentle musings fall, from my lips thru your head

the problem  with school is, they feed you a lot of food and then expect you to be a great chef

i dislike my little mannerisms. i am not sure even anyone else even notices them. not even sure they are there.

sometimes i feel like everything i do is just me following some arbitrary ritual or pattern of actions that i have.
instead of thinking and deciding what to do, i just do the next step in the pattern for the situation im in. i m not even ( Read more... )

"This stupid. I was never going to do a project or paper for this class. I just had/have no desire to. The whole entire assignment is pointless. It does nothing. In fact there is no point to anything. Everything has no point. The limit of life as x approaches infinity is 0. Everything eventually evens out to 0.

So why do anything? Why live? Why ( Read more... )

What was I thinking? Why would I want to go to college?

I can't write. I can't learn. I hate people. It is like some giant maelstrom of all things I can't stand.