well im not doing to much better..I guess I really havent felt the same since the thing with my uncle happened. Everytime I get somthing under control, well when I think I do it feels like somthing else gets fucked up, I keep messing up and im sorry but I dont know what to do, I need to get my shit together and I just cant find it in me to do so, ( Read more... )

The unexected happened. It came as one of the biggest shocks ever..no one knew it was comming..my Uncle Gregg died this morning during surgery. I thought everything was getting better, I mean we had the heart, it was strong and I thought he'd be comming home soon. the heart was fine but the rest of his organs started shuting down, it may have ( Read more... )

WE GOT A HEART!!!! on Wednesday the 25th we got a call that a heart was donated for his heart transplant... unfortunatly someone else had to die for him so im praying for they're family...I've just been wishing and praying for so long that one would come and it came out of no where. I started crying, I forgot what it was like to cry from being ( Read more... )

home sweet home!! hey everyone I just got back from the beach, it was so much fun. but it took so freakin long to get home. but thats okay. well im just gunna list the high lights of my week ( Read more... )

heyy everyone im babysitting right about now at Beckys and I just got done watching Dirty Dancing 'Havana Nights'...omg the original is wayyyyy better..well at least I think so. Well only 7 more days until me and Lauren are goin down to the beach..but shes not a big fan of the ocean and that sucks because i never get out of it when im down there ( Read more... )

well i just got back from vacation with Steph in North Carolina!..it was alot of fun. we went to a island called Okracoke..11 hour drive! I thought I was gunna DIE and it was sooo differnt that what im used because I usually go to Ocean City nad this place was soo calm.. but in all very nice i had a good time and me and steph cam home with a few ( Read more... )

well i've got a stand in computer until we get a new one..but at least i can get on and stuff...lots has happened but i wont bore you with the details..today was Kristens 13th birthday nad she had a limo party..we drove around and pimped it out it was cool..it was fun and she loved it so im happy ( Read more... )

hi. this is not jen, it's amber (aka vtiedyev), her cousin. i just got jen a paid account and customized her lj for her, and gave her some new icons. unfortuneatly her computer has a virus or something, so she can't really use lj right now, but i felt like doing it. check out how cool it is - spectacularouge

♥,
amber

the past few days have been ok , yesterday i went to caitlyns (then to hollis) and hung out with them for a few, we watched this doctor show and the crow then lit EVERY candle in the whole house, it smelled so good im surprised it didnt burn down tho we had over like 20 somthin lmao good times then today i hung out with lauren paula and amy, it was ( Read more... )

tonite i hung out with my cousin amber, i like spending me and her time, we need to get caught up everyone once in a while lol we went to her house to watch legally blonde 2 i fell asleep then i got up and we went to curry dounts and im just gettin in and im kinda tired so this is gunna be a short entry, btw amber thanks for the journal redo, but ( Read more... )