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Rain in the desert
Over the last decade or so I've been recording a diary of my thoughts. These are not well considered, sometimes not even coherent, and often the juice is not worth the squeeze when attempting to listen.
As with most diaries, the frequency reduced over time, the thoughtfulness even more so, and the intoxication is all but a guarantee. This harkens ( Read more... ) -
True Love Will Find You In The End
The better part of a decade has past. My world is a complete mockery of the existence I once knew. This is not as inherently undesired or binary as may be implied. I do love the ways time has shaped my life. As is tradition, I find the dirty, ugly things about the human experience to hold value (not to say I enjoy them) just as much as the ( Read more... ) -
Tell me every last thing
Disillusioned isn't the right word, but it's the first that comes to mind. Finding the right words to express the right sentiment has been my struggle since I was quite young. Another plight I've found difficult since my youth has been the meaning of dreams and the lasting impact that they have on my waking life. Recently, I've been trapped in ( Read more... ) -
What happens when an unstoppable force meets an unmovable object
Reflection is tracing the branches back to the tree, down to it's roots, slow motion, in reverse, with fine detail. I rewind and the moment where a picture of the happy couple is hurled at my head flies back to the hands of the assailant, my lover. She, blue/green silk robe, naked in spirit and nigh in body, defeated, retreats to the den where ( Read more... ) -
Something that should have been posted to twitter
Subject and title are debated post or pre creation? -
Since when?
Since always I guess ( Read more... ) -
Report suspicious activity
After hours of attempted sobriety I have caved. My indulgence? Media. Days without it and you're a frothing, mindless junkie that will absorb anything that has content, even if it has been rotted out and presents the most unpleasant of sensory stimulants. So what finally hooked this starving artist to seek a media harvest? Capitalism: a love story ( Read more... ) -
Memory, the movie
Int. Morning - LIVING ROOM ( Read more... ) -
Devon came back
Moved in to the new house. Sort of dating a girl. Talked to molly. Bought a new cd. missing friends ( Read more... ) -
Any day now
Molly and I broke up. It was more amicable than any other that I've experienced. I'm sure that it was the right thing, there was no where else to go. I miss her already, and I hate that I have to leave and the fact that she wants me to. But there's always more to the story isn't there? Well we can save that for another day ( Read more... )