So me and Leah started talking again and I finally think that Jessica is gonna stop trying to talk to me. I miss my cousins so much. I mean there have been times in my life where I felt truly free and up in new york was one of them. We were going down the highway to the falls with the windows open, air rushing in, music turned up loud, and speeding ( Read more... )

Me and Jessica stopped talking
Me and Robb stopped talking
Me and Amanda finally met
And I am going to New York on friday...
thats my life...
Amen

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

An update on my life at this moment. Last saturday I went to my first party in over a year and a half. It was a ton of fun. I didn't drink because we all know I don't do that...(*cough*) no seriously guys, the last time I drank was in Italy. And then the last time I was "drunk" was july 6th. I wouldn't even really call it drunk, but I was on my way ( Read more... )

So me and Jessica sort of started over last night. We have been growing distant ever since I talked to her about how I felt and I got frustrated about how nothing was happening. She doesn't want me to move on to another girl, yet she still wants me to just keep seeing what will happen. If I meet someone else, I'm definitely going to go for them if ( Read more... )

So mandy, seriousness...talking...loving life...blah blah blah
So jeremy, family...loving laughter...fun times
So jessica, future...smiles...waffs...collide
So leah, past...present...future...fool...class...cling
So jennifer, love...present...no cares...hawt
So josh, new...old...never...ever...faith
And im done...figure it out.

So I work today...
And I'm spent...

So, Jessica turns out not to like me
We got in a big fight
And I yelled
She yelled
We were both overwhelmed
Everything is good now
I think we are gonna picnic on Sunday
Maybe
"Let's see how things go"
It's my senior year
I whole-heartedly agree
Sometimes, I'm pushy, I just need to be hit

So...leah came to visit me with braxton who is cool and they should get together cuz they make a cute couple i guess.
And...Jessica told me she thinks she likes me...
It was all in all a good night.

Ok so today was pretty cool. I woke up and me and my mom went back-2-school shopping. Which if you're important to me u know that me and my mom arent always getting along. But we got a long fine today. Maybe cuz she was buying me stuff.

This girl...makes my world...spin upside down...and makes me fall off...