Today I was bitchy. NO lie. But in the end, I cooled down and everything was okay. I talked to people and just had good, funny conversations. I love it. Just talking about stuff ( Read more... )

Yesterday. March 19, 2005. I was suppose to go to Allson, MA to see this band called Pandafied. However, I didn't have a ride. My friend Lily took me to Cambridge instead. We went to Harvard Square along with my sister. We ate Bertucci's. And then went to this bead shop which is a shop filled with beads to make necklaces, earrings, or bracelet. I ( Read more... )

Ching chang walla walla bing bang. o0o eEe o0o ah ah. Ching chang walla walla bing bang. That just popped in my head today ( Read more... )

Well, I don't know what to really say tonight. My day was fine. Nothing horrible happened. Guys aren't on my mind. I can't really focus in school. I can't really listen to my parents. It's not that I can't, I just won't. It's hard I guess. Some of my friends are slipping from the tips of my finger. I could try to get them back, but what if they don ( Read more... )

Well, this might be the first entry where I say I'm okay. I feel better. I have come to accept that this year is a shitty year. However, I will try to make the best of it because I'm still young and life has some much to offer. I cannot deprive myself the right to live...to live with happiness. I figured everybody out. People are just people: ( Read more... )

It started out shitty because I was a little late for practice. But as the day progress, it got better. On this special day, I share it with my birthday buddy, Jon. I heart this kid so much. He's just the best. I've never caught him at a bad time or anything. He gave me a birthday hug which is more than enough for me. My dad gave me $80 and later ( Read more... )

How could I be so mad at something so little? Why do I even care about what this guy have to say? I wish I could elaborate my feelings so it could be understood. If I tell him what I think, He will just perceive me as crazy. I'm overreacting. I know I am. I have to let my anger out someway. I wish I could tell him that he has hurt me in the stupid ( Read more... )