Ramblings of a potential victim

[speedball]

Nothing ever happened to me. That's what I remind myself every time I think about or find out more about the Franciscan priest that ran the Santa Barbara Boys' Choir I was a member of for two years. Nothing ever happened to me

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[fuzzy_queen]

If you were seeing a counselor at the time, I doubt something happened that you suppressed. That is some scary fucking shit, though.

You seem to be really shaken up. Talk more. I'm listening.

[speedball]

Logically, you're right, with seeing a counselor and having a (relatively) stable family around me, it's very unlikely that something happened and no one noticed. But, it still disturbs me how close I came...

Thank you for listening. This was one of the hardest things for me to write ever; I came as close as I've come to having an anxiety attack while writing and just after posting this than I've come in quite some time. But, getting it out there helps tremendously.

[fuzzy_queen]

I bet it was hard! Like I said, keep talking. I'm listening. *hugs!*