Today Heath and I went and fed the geese down at Glendale cemetary, they are mean little animals ( Read more... )

today I took my labret, lip, and monroe out, i look so...plain. I've lived with those things for what seems like forever, the things that i went through all my complications with, all my good times and bad, we were attached, we were in love, but it was time for us to part ( Read more... )

things sucked, but then Heath called me at work today, after the conversation i was shaking. I dont know why either, so i went to his house, and we talked things out.
things are good for now.

i just will try as hard as i can to no get attached.

good plan.

i feel like i can confide in LJ its kind of nice.

The things you find out from people. It seems like the bad things that come up, everyone knows except you, and you are the person they mean most to.

I have a feeling Heath and I aren't going to last very long, and thats all i have to say about that.

everything is okay, and i need to work over some of my issues....like the fact that I don't freaking trust people....how do you do that?

Now i remember why i hate relationships and why i didnt persue one for over a year. Because relationships turn you into a wreck. You have someone else to worry about, someone to wonder where they are and what they are doing. You have the potential to get hurt. And that scares me. A lot. Im just about short of breath thinking about it. I get so ( Read more... )

im so sick of highschool drama and stupid bitches.

im sick of Aunt Flow, its super long this time, and its the time i need it to be super short.

i'm in <3.

ugh, i hate school, and my stomach hurts...kind of.

I have a lot to do tonight...in a matter of like 15 minutes, and that kind of sucks.

I am really happy though, and its great.

And i love the fact that its warming up outside, it makes me happy. :)

the whole Heath situation is wonderful. We are now officially together, and nothing could be more perfect.

I just need to calm down, take some deep breaths and see what happens...no worries...right?