072 Denial

Apr 08, 2014 19:51

Nope. My state exams are NOT in 30 days, nuh-huh. Nope. In reality there's much more time left. A lot more time. Loads. I have NOT spend the last three months procrastinating, nope. Everything's fine and dandy~ :)))))))))))))))))))))

sleepless nights times two, state exams, deluding myself

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zenzaip April 8 2014, 18:34:49 UTC
Deep breaths Kenya....Deeeeeep breaths.

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speedo_star April 8 2014, 19:16:49 UTC
Naaah~ Everything's fiiiine~

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zenzaip April 8 2014, 21:52:53 UTC
Yeah, I believe that.

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speedo_star April 8 2014, 22:42:49 UTC
It's true! Really.

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houtais April 9 2014, 00:19:19 UTC
You've got this, Kenya.

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speedo_star April 12 2014, 16:21:35 UTC
IsodonotandImgonnafailsoepicallyyoudontevenknow...

Sure thing, pal. I got it! No biggie~

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houtais April 12 2014, 21:44:06 UTC
No yoga, I promise, but if you need calming mantras I can help? I do manage to get hyperactive children to calm down when I need them to, you know.

But really... I have every faith in you that you'll do fine. You're actually pretty great under pressure, so don't underestimate yourself.

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speedo_star April 12 2014, 22:06:11 UTC
Oh, so now I'm a hyperactive child. Thanks, my friend. You know how to cheer a guy up, don't you? And I think I need a tranguilizer. No, wait a narcotic. Or better yet, a medically induced coma. Yes, that will do fine. Do you think I could convince my uncle to put me into one for time being?

No, seriously, I'll fail this. It's just too much stuff to learn in such a short time and I know it's my fault for not starting earlier on it, but it doesn't change the fact that it's gonna be a fail of epic proportions.

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atoberex April 10 2014, 09:22:34 UTC
I'm sure you will be fine, Kenya. I'm sure you even study fast...

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speedo_star April 12 2014, 16:22:31 UTC
Well, I don't think I have any other options than studying fast, so I'll have to...

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wingofkyushu April 11 2014, 03:53:16 UTC
Like Hikaru said, deep breaths. In and out.

Now... You know your stuff. You do. It's all second nature to you now. All you have to do is refresh your memory over the next few weeks, skim through your books, take a few hours out of each day to do a little revision. When I come home from work I'll take Tia-chan out of the house, we'll go and do something and give you some peace and quiet and you can do what you need to. No pressure. Just... relax. I have every faith in you, Kenya. I'm proud of you and I love you. So do this thing, pass your tests and be the best you can be!

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speedo_star April 12 2014, 16:32:19 UTC
Thanks, babe... It does wonders to know that you two stand behind me, but...

I'll fail this. I know I will. I keep forgetting all the little important details, because they're so self-explanatory that I don't mention them, but I need to mention them if I wanna pass the exams and if I keep failing like this I will fail constantly and I don't deserve your support or you being proud of me and I stayed up the entire night learning and it's still no good... and can you just please shoot me?

[ooc: He hasn't slept much so he's at the end with his nerves and keeps hyperventilating. Strikes are deleted though.]

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wingofkyushu April 13 2014, 09:15:01 UTC
I've told you off about this in another comment, but I'm probably going to do it here too. Stop it. You're not going to fail. You know everything you need to know whether you forget little things now or not. Everyone forgets things. I was asked how old I was by a coworker two days ago and I honestly couldn't remember. Not really the same, just an example of easily forgetting simple things you know.

Just relax... Please? If you don't relax then you're not going to be able to work well.

I love you, Kenya. I love you so much. But I will start throwing things at you if you start saying you're going to fail again. I'll start small and light, but by the time you're exams start, if you're still saying it I'll be throwing the sofa at your head.

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speedo_star April 13 2014, 13:05:21 UTC
Just throw the couch now and get it over with. You'll spare me a month of nerve wreckage and heart attacks. Make it quick and painless.

I know what you're saying makes sense, but I can't help myself. Just...have a bit more patience with me? I'll make it up to you after the horror's over, I promise. Untill then, feel free to kick my ass anytime you feel like I need it.

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