So it has been a rough couple of weeks lately till as of late ( Read more... )

I feel the need to update. But so much has gone on that I don't know where to begin.
Feeling stressed and wishing I wasn't. Well back to studying.
I'll work on compiling a BIIIIG list of recent shit.

"Sticks and stones
They hurt
When you shoot them through the phone"

So I just got back from Mr. Steve K's ( I'm not sure how to spell his last name) funeral viewing. He was another scoutmaster from my Troop. So that means that him and his father Tony K. are now gone. Two of the most knowledgable and most influential people of my scout troop are now gone. He was one of those guys that always inspired me to do my ( Read more... )

I see myself outside of myself.
I hold it up and look.
Surrounded by glass,
I look up to the neck
As I sit here on the bottom.
Drowning in 35%.

Let me know what you think

Well I really wish that this could be a bright and happy update but this one won't be ( Read more... )

So yea, I got back from my trip with Steph to Ohio today. We went to go see Rascal Flatts yesterday. Let me tell you…for it being my first country concert, I was not disappointed at all! The concert was at Columbus Crew Stadium across from the Ohio State Fair. Gary Alan opened up for them. He was good. I didn’t know some of the songs I knew were by ( Read more... )

coming to an end
slipping farther away
slowly secluding myself
only want one
tried so hard
no matter what, it won't help
all I wanted was happiness
but even I can't make happiness

I just want everything to be better. I'm tired of falling apart.

This is the letter that I wrote that was read in court on August 1, 2006 during sentencing for Joe Siwik ( Read more... )

So today was fairly descent. I woke up early and picked Steph up for work which we went to from 6 - 2. It was a great day at work. We had a great talk about what I can do to make my life better for me. And that as hard as it may be,...I do need to forgive Joe S. for killing my father four months ago. I've come to realize, thanks to my baby, that no ( Read more... )

Ok, time for a quick update. Yesterday, I spent the nigth at Steph's house cause we had to work this morning at 6 AM at the tennis club. Anyway, I had a good time last night with her and a fairly descent day at work. I am having troubles with my hips now. And that's what sucks about this. If I move around a lot and then have a chance to sit down, ( Read more... )