Still at my sisters house. Dad doesn't really care that I am still here. I am falling for someone who I shouldn't be falling for, after all I'm leaving in a week from today, but you can't control your heart. I baked in Victorville on saturday to see the races, yes I'm a speedway junkie, but they were good and I got to see all my friends who ( Read more... )

why do people always want to start relationships when it is the worst timing in the world? I am going to school in less than three weeks but I have a guy who is falling in love with me. No matter how much I remind him that I am going to school, he does not listen. I know that long distance relationships don't work, especially one that would be ( Read more... )

its funny how life works. you never fully get over anyone you date. no matter how much you try to convince yourself that you are, your not. you realize this when the phone rings and he is on the other line. but can the reasons I liked him out way the crappy break up? I cant do that relationship again. I will not drive down to san diego to see him, ( Read more... )

its kinda funny the people who will save you when you are drowning, old friends that you havent talked to in like forever and a exs best friend. wow life is wierd.

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I am drowning in the deep end of a pool, with my friends and family standing around just watching, not doing anything. I can't do it anymore.

I should be pissed at all that he has done lately but all i can do is be sympathetic for all he is going through right now. I wish he would let me in, but it is up to him. I cant stop thinking about how much he is hurting right now. I can't sleep knowing he can't sleep, sleep deprivation sucks, my mind wont let me sleep. I just have to sit and ( Read more... )

maybe not all guys are jerks, some just have issues. sorry

i hate hypocritical people. especially those ones who say they wont do something that the person before them did and then they do the same thing. I love people who have enough time to up date there live journals and are board, but cant call people back. grr

does anyone want sugar ray tickets (2) for the 30th. i kinda double booked my concerts on the same day. stupid me.