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Ya know.. Just say FUCK YOU.
Just say I'm better. Because you are.
Just keep being graceful and honor your kindness.
Cuz I assure you, its well worth it in the end.

And Happy New Years.

-Get a new job.
-Invite people, do not wait to be invited.
-Practice guitar more. 3 hours a day.
-Get back to going to the gym. Twice a week. And go by yourself if partner is unavailable.
-Do well in school. Its almost over.
-Don't be ashamed of your age. Its not so bad being young.

Thats all for now..

I just love waiting.

Today has been so unproductive. A waste of make up. Not to mention a waste of paint that I threw away.

I wonder why I can't just get a straight message.
The messages I receive just seem so unorganized and spontanious. Nothing correct, nothing straight foward.

My mind meanders.

When my brain and body decide to retire for those few seconds, my mind is taken to an eternity of a land. It travels distances, distances I've always wanted to see. It travels where no one has ever seen, far beyond existance. And I can only remember those few scattered pictures put together, or the last image I was taken to. Although I awake in ( Read more... )

And this pain in my head, it won't go away ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm standing in a wide open space, just myself, a few in the distance.  A few that won't go away.  But I'm just lost.  I don't know where to go from here.  At all.  And I really do not know what has been wrong with me.  When I sit here everyday I just feel so numb sometimes.  I have so much inside but all I do is bitch.  I am grateful ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel so catatonic. Or numb. I feel like I have all these functions and factories inside of me, all inside of this body of mine. I want to open myself up with my own hands and show the world. But that would be a bad habit. Because I learned that I give my power away. I realize I do this. People take my power and leave, use it up ( Read more... )