The Secret Garden

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i love being the pissy one

i love having nightly screaming matches with my parents

i love puking drunk

i love puking in general

i love making out with guys i've only met twice

i love trying to help

i love my job

i love school

i love pre-calculus

i love GPC

i love not having a car

i love minimum wage bullshit

i love fighting with people

i love republicans

i love weed

i love wanting things that i can't have

i love colby college students

i love the fact that my computer is a P.O.S.

i love being ignored

i love the department of homeland security

i love being fat

i love having scars

i love avril lavigne

i love being annoying and not knowing it

i love my period

i love not knowing my lines already

i love hearing people chew

i love cats

i love being blind

i love smoking

i love babysitting

i love being allergic to most jewlery

i love that none of my clothes fit

i love onions

i love chocolate cake and/or ice cream

i love house flies

i love when my dog is in heat

i love hearing my parents have sex

i love that my house is always cold

i love when i cry

i love razor blades

i love our president

i love being an american

i love being hit on by boys i hate

i love being checked out by men who are in their 30's

i love being sore

i love being abandoned

i love complaining

i love $120 boots

i love wool socks

i love clothes that say "hottie" "brat" or the like

i love dreading things

i love waking up early

i love being responsible for things i don't understand

i love stupid people

i love people who think they are better than me

i love fat people who think otherwise

i love when my mom calls me fat

i love when my mom tells me i'm ugly

i love when my mom tells me "that look doesn't really work"

i love when my brother calls my a freak

i love when my brother gives me diet advice

i love when my dog barks at 3 am

and above all, i love feeling guilty

so there it is you sort it out

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