Everything Is Different But Nothing's Changed

[spellkonfusion]

i have learned a lot from coming home.

i dont like to come home. 
cny is not for me.
my brothers are all grown up.
my brothers dont need me anymore.
i dont always have to be the foundation.
some people don't believe in me.
some people want to believe in me.
some people do believe in me. 
nothing is what it seems.
nothing stays the same.
everything is

Comments

[anonymous]

i think you're confused, and i think going home has forced you to take a hard look at who you are. almost everything you have "learned" contradicts everything else you have "learned." so, in fact, maybe you've actually learned nothing, which bring you back to where you were before you left.

home is here. it's not much yet, but there's promise. i think you've decided this a long time ago. if you needed confirmation i think you've gotten it.

<3

[optimisticangel]

I believe in you. Things change. People change. You have to worry about your own life and what is best for you. I bet you are so happy to be back in Mass. I just wish I could have seen you!