TOday was ummmm good I guess. Went to vans and got shoes half off from the great Mr.Peter. After We started drinking at Amandas dads house and victor got drunk even though he had like 2 drinks. I got a little tipsy matt put on a thong hahaha and I smoked the rest of my cigss errrr. Justin got his fall of troy cd in and we listened to it and I must ( Read more... )

Lately I have been depressed which means I'm smoking about everytime I feel like shit or think about her. I've smoked a pack a day for the past 2 days. Im gunna try to cut down but the depression isnt helping. I want to be happy again the way I was.

Did no tmuch of anything todayput in my application at hot topic only because I dont want to take out my lip rings. Went to park ave to look for cds I got blood brothers crimes finally and the faint remix cd of danse macabre. Also picked up the dresden dolls cd. I bought a pack of ciggs and smoked them all well not all but 80 % of them the rest ( Read more... )

She won't stop calling me. She broke up with me because she hates my friends well fuck her. We have nothing in common anyways. Shes a 4 ft spanish girl who loves rap and I am a 6 ft tall boy who loves to go to shows and have fun. We couldn't agree on anything. I was just her high school crush that somehow turned into a realtionship. If I had a time ( Read more... )

I WANT TO GET UP AND GO!! I dont want to live here anymore I want to get ourt and see the world! I want to start a band and go tour across country or state I DONT CARE!! I just wnat to get in my truck and drive. So we want a band! Great I want to do vocals but I stink at singing I can scream but I just dont want screaming vocals. Maybe we all can ( Read more... )

Coheed and cambria was today gay MTV taping but the show was OKay. I met the drummer and bass player. The drummer was soo nice. But I didn't get to meet the sanchez himself. After the show I felt like shit. Victor got me some taco bell and thats about it. I'm going to go to bed. I never want to wake up.

I guess the saying nice guys finsh last is true. I try to be nice and I get fucked. I quit.

Up early. For reasons only I know. Hope today goes good. I think it will......I hope.

So yesterday I did everything I wanted too. Which was basically get my hair dyed and get my piercings. I went over to brittons at like 1ish and she did my hair because thats what she does. And she didnt make me pay for it because of that time she got me super piss drunk. After that Vic,matt, and jesi went to Incredible Ink and I got my lip percings ( Read more... )

GOD DAMNIT!! I was sitting here then I decide to go through my wallet ......and THeres no drivers liscence....then I go crazy I fucking lost something I carry with me ALL THE TIME! FUCK! Damn now I am in a crappy mood. I feel like shit. Err anyways now I have to go to the DMV and wait who knows how long just to re-new my freggin ID. I cant buy ( Read more... )