Life... ruined...

[speqtre_ghast]

This has been the worst weekend of my life... I couldn't see K on Friday... nor Saturday... only call her. I came home from church on Sunday night, and found she had left a message on the answering machine

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[midnightchosen]

*hugs*

stay strong...

[speqtre_ghast]

With a mind this torn and broken, there is no way to...

[midnightchosen]

Then lean on me.

[lovlesnightmare]

She will come back. We both know that. Just remember that no matter what she does still love you. Your tearing yourself apart over this. I know its really hard on you. And I know I wouldn’t have a clue what I would do if Tony said that, but don’t depend on her completely to keep you happy. Remember you still have family and friends who love you and are there for you. Remember call me if you need to. *hugs* love you.

[speqtre_ghast]

I don't depend on her to keep me happy. I was happy because I love her. I still love her. I always will... but I cant' stand this love being put on standby! I have to see her. I have to kiss her. To hear her voice, telling me she loves me. I need her in my life. I'm lost. Like a blind owl. A deaf bat. A spineless snake. I can't take this!