Blah, Blah, Blah. I work. Thats all I do. Sadly at this point in my life thats all I really want to do. I mean there other things that I would like to do like travel and stuff, but nothing possible besides that. I do want to be able to come in and just work though not have to fix problems caused by others for hours and hours. That is why when I ( Read more... )

So the reason I worked a double yesterday even though I closed the night before and had to open today was to cover some shifts. Mainly so the shift leader kristina wouldnt be left short handed, then at the end of the night when I was doing my deposit I find her keys and stuff in the safe saying she quit and that she was sorry. Thats such bullshit.

So today Paul my general manager was fired/quit. It was really, really odd, like I know he used to piss me off a lot at work but I still thought he was a cool guy. They already had a new manager lined up and everything so he was let go at about 2 when I got there and the new guy was there at 3:30. He seems really nice and he seems like he will do a ( Read more... )

Its crazy how many things have changed not only the stuff from the past, but in the recent few days. Friday night Paul, Ben, and I went out to denny's after work to have a small meeting. Ben comes along sometimes but Paul and I do it about once a week. Anyway I brought up the point that all of our employees are below our standards and if we have ( Read more... )

So yeah tonight I totally prevented a very bad situation. I was taking an order up front and I smelled something burning then some guy was like, "you have about 2 minutes before the sprinklers come on" so I turn around and there is smoke filling the store. I don't know why but I just knew that the there was something wrong with the 8-head fryer so ( Read more... )

So yeah, I had a long conversation with someone I haven't talked to in a while that I enjoyed very much. Even though they did most of the talking it was just nice to talk to someone. Its really nice to have someone call me for a change even if I may be a last resort I didn't have to chase down this conversation. I still feel like a giant asshole ( Read more... )

Today I had a near life experience while driving. It was my doing. It felt good, the heart pumps and the stomach drops. I need more of that in my life. You feel so much more alive when your life is hanging in the air. Work has gotten better. I'm still manic all of the time to cover up things. I love karma. It never fails. I also like not going to ( Read more... )

My family is just completly fucked. I don't think I can take it much more. I'd rather be at work than here. I want to blow my fucking brains out at work so thats not saying much. Going back to my video games.

I honestly think the thing I hate most in the world is when someone steals. Its ok though Paul and I are on the case and already have it pretty much put together, just need some evidence. I'm really, really tired... haven't been sleeping much lately I try but I just can't fall asleep. Its annoying but whatever. I think work will eventually kill me ( Read more... )

Worst night of work ever, I think. Ran out of chicken in the whole store, was really busy all night. Had like 3 trainees on with like 3 people including me who knew what they were doing working so it was crazy. Felt ashamed and confused and self-loathing all day. Felt like I'm the biggest coward/moron/failure in the world. Basically its just like ( Read more... )