theres reli notthing to say. the past few days have been hell. i've never felt so lonley, and out of place. but wtvr. i know it doens't matter. i know that people will read this and say its all drama. but it's just my emotions. and i need to express how i feel. the one person i could actually tell things to is avoiding me, and she's the reason for ( Read more... )

i don't think i should use my journal for awhile ( Read more... )

hey, today was pretty much imbarassing. spanish first period. i started CRYING like crying, crying. i NEVER cry in school. whenever someone crys in school i always think "woah they want attention" but thats the last thing i wanted. i didn't even want to be in school and i couldnt stop crying. it was so imbarassing everyone was looking at me and i ( Read more... )

u know what pisses me off? its when people make fun of you so mcuh for your music. they say "get this shit off". . . then a few days later you see the song in there away message/profile/journal or you call them up and hear it playing in the backround. sorry, just had to get that off my mind.

hey school was annoying. spanish me and chels worked on this pkt. bio i did my math homework the whole time. math i wrote notes to hallie. gym we played knockout and i was the champion:) eng. me and marisa worked on this sheet. then i wrote note to chelsey. lunch i put new pictures up in my locker. photo we had a demonstration about this equipment ( Read more... )

so todaii hallie took my bus home. :-D then we went to subway, then starbux, then walked back to my house. hallie tryed on some of my clothes, then we switched, and then she went home. now i gtg to do homework and stuff. alright, bye.

i went bebesitting todaii. i bebesat my cousin katie and we had to do her homework project, decorating this hat. so she spilled glitter and paint everywhere, and then sat down and watched t.v. and left me to clean it all up. she's not a brat i love her to death but shes just a bit addicted to the t.v. whatever. i got home around 11:30ish. so tired ( Read more... )

hmm. today i went to jess's for her birthday party. sweet people decided to make up excuses not to come over. woo. not the best friends in the world. bllaah whatever. we still had fun without them. :) anyway, i just got home, and im gnna go watch this movie thing. tomarrow i babysit. bllaah. but im babysitting my cousin katie so im excited because ( Read more... )

funny convos with my sis<3 jennnnnnn ( Read more... )

hey<3 so lets start with last nite. went to Hallies. then tryed to figure out plans. called people. Chelsey and Kahley came and picked us up. We went to the mall, pretty much just Abercrombie though, becuz we didnt have much time since the mall was closing. :-/:-/ then I went back to hallies, we talked like all night, looked at her old journals ( Read more... )