What the hell is wrong with me lately?

I sort of miss high school.  But not really.
Anyways, I think I just need a break from everything for a few days.  I'm not skipping class or anything, but I will try to do as much non-work as possible.  If that makes any sense.
Thank God for fall break.  I guess I can tolerate my family for four days, if the payoff is some peace of mind (academically

I'm so relieved I got to talk to Stephanie tonight.  I wasn't avoiding her or anything.  Just having a mental breakdown.  That's all.
Okay, kidding, but I'm still stressed and unsure of what to do.  I feel better talking about it.  I'm going to fail my chemistry test tomorrow.  I'm wondering if it's because my study skills are for shit, or because I ( Read more... )

I have no idea what i want to do with my life.  seriously.
I'm so confused.  I like science, but do I really want it as a career?  Do I really want to become a doctor?  Am I doing this just to aim high, to impress people?  Why?  Why do I care so fucking much what other people think of me?  
(and by other people, i mean the people who are close to me ( Read more... )

So I'm a little depressed right now...yeah, it's Saturday night and no plans but doing insane amounts of homework...yeah.  I'm trying to cheer myself up by thinking happy thoughts, but it's not working.  I think I want to go to sleep, but I'm not sure.

Yeppers...I've got my Korean midterm on Monday, a huge chemistry test on Tuesday, a paper due a ( Read more... )

Lol, so everyone in my organic chemistry lab hates me now...oh, I'm good.  We got back our quizzes from Tuesday; I got a 28 out of 25 (there were 3 bonus points possible, and it was about the World Cup.  I mean, come on.)  One guy goes, "So the TA said he was gonna curve the quiz, but then he didn't, because someone got a 28!  It was YOU!!!"  He ( Read more... )

NOTE:  Everyone who knows me, call me!  Right now!  Right this second!  I probably won't pick up because I'm doing homework for my Korean class at 5:30 (and then I'm studying for my chemistry quiz tomorrow...maybe) but you should hear something very interesting when you call.  Or rather, not hear something.  You should be able to figure it out.

Last ( Read more... )

Yanno what, I actually love my lab class.  It's so much fun.  Even when I screw something up, it's still fun.  It makes me happy.  And sweaty.  There's no air conditioning in the fucking room.  
*pants*
And I finished my prelab and postlab before 2:30.  A new record!  And I kicked ass on the quiz.  Things are looking up.
Now, my chemistry lecture, on ( Read more... )

I have to do my prelab and postlab for chemistry.  Tonight.  I've barely started the prelab.  I just keep asking myself, Why do I keep doing this to myself ( Read more... )

Now I have a splitting headache, and my left foot hurts.  I feel like throwing up.  
Needless to say, I won't be getting any more homework done tonight.  
Mmm yes, I love my life sometimes.