shrek3=happifying.
not knowing how to act around someone i care about so damn much=not so happifying

oh the fun continues..

im posting so damn much recently its getting a bit crazy. but maybe opening up a bit will help with the insomnia?..yeah right ( Read more... )

I cant explain this feeling ( Read more... )

so ill probably post a lot more. the internship went much better today. more sitting around watching, but i actually saw how to use really awesome editing software. i want to get an ibook and the sick photo editing software. thats what ill ask for for graduation:) tomorrow is a long day of photo shoots...well, watching photo shoots but still. ( Read more... )

the good mood is gone.
its hard to be happy when the people i care about are so sad.
the look on his face made me went to make all of his pain go away..but i know its my fault..and i cant change it..
oh the joys of being a teenager

happy mothers day! my mom told me she doesnt want anything because its a stupid hallmark holiday, so i said "oh..i was going to make you breakfast"..she changed her mind, and i made her an awesome breakfast. im kind of like that when it comes to valentines day; i know its a hallmark holiday, but i still like presents ( Read more... )

i have a lot to say, but im still jet lagged and tired. im back in baltimore, but feeling so far away from home. im 18 now, and although i never felt different as birthdays have gone by, this one was definitly an experience. im starting to face past mistakes and use them to improve, and taking a lot more responsibility for my actions. i know for ( Read more... )

ok. not really. but im coming back to america, and thats bad enough
:(
but im coming back to israel aug. 16th. for the year :)

wow. im so happy. like actually happy. i know its because this isnt real life, its vacation life, and real life will hit me soon enough but im going to enjoy it while it lasts. everything seems to be falling into place. i made a lot of awesome new friends, i come home at 3am, and sober (except for once..and i dont remember much of that night but i ( Read more... )

because ive been here since wednesday. and it smells bad, the water tastes funny, and the people are ugly ( Read more... )